Blast!

So I seriously think the exercise goddesses hate me. I now have the full blown super sore throat, cough, and runny nose. I'm seeing a direct coorelation to exercising outside I'm tellin ya. Its probably not that...but thats what I'm blaming!

However...despite the feeling like smack....I was able to bust out 48 minutes of circuit training last night and I felt great afterwards. Except for wanting to die of a sore throat. It was good!

Tomorrow is weigh in day. I'm curious to see what the scale is going to show. I haven't gone buck wild this week with anything really, and I've hardcore exercised most the week. I'm hoping this will prove to have good numbers. I'm only 10 lbs away from my second mini goal of 10% my wieght....and I wanna bust that baby out soon. My 40 lb goal for Disneyland would also be nice to bust out....and surpass....before Disneyland actually happens. That has been my motivator to keep running and to push myself a little harder. But...so far so good. I'm not unhappy with my progress.

In other life aspects...I hung out with a kid who gave me his number at Del Taco (don't judge me...I know him from other places too) when I stopped in for a late night burrito (again...don't judge me) and we had pizza and played at the park with the kids. And all I could think was "he is probably soo disappointed in the fact that I'm not skinnier. i bet he won't even text later on or whatever now that he sees me in the daylight in all my chubby glory". Those thoughts are what drive me now. Why do I even think like that? Because I know its partly true. And that is my reason for wanting to lose weight. Yes I want to be healthy...yes I want to live longer....yes I want to be able to keep up with my kids...but mostly its because I want to feel good about myself and have a fighting chance in catching a new man for myself. And not the users and liars and cheaters that seem to run rampant here...but a really nice guy. We'll see how that goes. But it was an eye opening experience all the same. I have new motivation.